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His
childhood at Withern Rise so filled Aldous’s mind these days
that he was sometimes hard pressed to separate past from
present. He would be strolling around the garden, stop suddenly
and close his eyes, smell flowers that were no longer there,
hear the squeals of Mimi and Ray scampering nearby, or their
laughter as they pushed one another on the swing that hung from
the old apple tree. Then – as this morning – the creak of
the wheelbarrow, iron wheels on gravel. Opening his eyes, he
expected, for a happy second, to find everything as it used to
be, as it should be, with him allowed to act like a kid again,
run about, climb trees, be as silly and loud as he liked, Maman
at an upstairs window, Father chatting to Mr Knight, the future
still waiting its turn.
But no. It was
gone. All of it.
The
wheelbarrow that crunched by on the path, though the same
wheelbarrow, was pushed by today’s Mr Knight who,
uncharacteristically, merely grunted in passing. No Mimi and
Ray, no swing, no apple tree, no more childhood.
Aldous
blinked several times, then dragged disconsolate feet away, as
if from the past, across the bland south garden to the strip of
wilderness that ran from the river to the main gate – all that
remained of the array of trees and bushes that had once covered
this portion of the grounds. Virtually untouched since the
Underwood name was returned to the deeds in the early
nineteen-sixties, this ribbon of chaos, this untamed link with
Withern’s history, was rarely entered, though it would never
have occurred to anyone to tidy or clear it, it being all that
remained of the old south garden. Aldous had loved the south
garden as it was back then. So had the others. Riding their
trikes and scooters through it, hiding in it, having little
picnics together in secret bowers, small worlds away from
grown-up regimes and bedtime.
When
he heard Naia’s voice raised in a shout, Aldous turned to see
her breaking out of the bushes that lined the drive. Mr Knight,
way down in the vegetable garden now, must also have heard her,
for he looked up from his work, which currently seemed to be
pummelling the earth with the heaviest spade he could find.
‘What’s
up?’ Aldous called.
‘There
was a man in the drive!’
They
started towards one another.
‘What
did he want?’
‘He
didn’t stop to say. I only wanted to speak to him.’ They met
in the middle of the lawn. ‘I’ve seen him before,’ Naia
said. ‘Watching the house, taking pictures. And looking
through these.’
There
was an old pair of binoculars in her hand. Brass binoculars.
‘You took them
off him?’
‘No, he dropped
them as he skedaddled.’
‘I had a pair
like that,’ Aldous said.
‘Did you? Well, I
suppose they were quite common a few years back. Now I think of
it, I’ve seen some myself, somewhere…’
It came to her even
as she said it. It was back in February, her first time in this
reality, when it was still Alaric’s. There was no one at home
and she’d taken the opportunity to look around, found them in
the double wardrobe in the master bedroom. She hadn’t seen
them since, or given them a thought.
‘May I see?’
She handed them
over. ‘Look.’ He indicated the letters ‘LU’ engraved
between the eye-pieces.
‘Maker’s
initials?’ Naia said.
‘My Aunt
Larissa’s.’
‘Your
aunt’s?’
‘These are the
glasses she gave me on my eleventh birthday.’
Naia
stared, at the binoculars, at him, back at the binoculars. Then
she whirled about and raced to the Family Tree. She felt in the
message hole and found an envelope which, as before, had her
name on it. She did not go back to Aldous, but round the side of
the house, to the landing stage, where she sat to read the
directions to the reality of Aldous U.
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And
extracts from the first two volumes:
A
CRACK IN THE LINE
SMALL
ETERNITIES
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